I say hey and you say yo!
Hey!
..........*silent
Hey!
..........*silent
Hey!
..........*silent

Okay, whatever.
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Damn!
Pekcek to the max!
Hope no one mess up with me this few days!
really is a warning!
Just now dinner,
the fish got bone, I eat til wan cry!
feel like killing someone!
so, better get away from me this few days!

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I really cant stand it anymore!
I want to get off from this life!
I feel like hating you everyday!
arghhh!!!!!!!!
you just dont know what I want!!!
I cries everyday!
just because of you!
your sensitive!
your everything!
just a small thing you can say til like the world ending!
I really fedup!
you know you always treat unfair to me?
you dont know how I feel!
they can say anything they wan! but I cant!
please be fair kay?!
I always feel like crying when all family together!
even uncle all together having dinner!
just because im your daughter, i have to do the things you doing!
every time have dinner with uncle at the restaurant, Im always the one who eat less!
even talk I have to think twice!
so thats why i being dumb.
so then i wont be seeing the eyes looking at me with fierce!
but now, i really cant stand it!
every time I'll say something that I wanted to say!
even i dont want to say it out badly!
cause you making me crazy!
I cant control myself anymore!
really fedup with all those things!

World!
Please! End up faster!
If not, let the time goes fast!
I want to grow up and stay a new life!
I wan have the things I wan with my own money!
I wan to go anywhere I want!
I just wan to be me all the time! with no one controlling!
but why thats so hard?

如果一开始，你就不要出现在我的面前，
那么，我也许就不会知道幸福的滋味
你何其残忍，把所有的爱满满地那么卒不及防地都给了我，
告诉我，你永远喜欢我，永远不会离开我。
让我错以为，我可以幸福得象个被宠溺的孩子，
让我错以为，只要抱住你，就可以拥有整个世界。
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Im really fed up!
Fed up with my friend,sometimes even FAMILY!!
I really don't know what they want!
Let's say about friend first
my classmate,
I wont tell the name.
but I really cant control myself anymore!
Sometimes, really non of her business but she keep annoying!
keep wan to bother the thing.
Sometimes even "add salt add vineger"!
I've ad give her many chance!
And tolerance for long time!
Luckily I've change much!
If Im still the me that few years ago, she really get wacked!
Not just only by me! By the others too!
She still have the Fcking childish mind!
not just childish mind, don't know what mind is that!
Like never seen the world before!
OMFG!
Honestly! I hope she wont mess with me again!
If not! I won't let her life goes on so easily!
I don't care who helps her!
Even loveliess helps her, I don't give a damn!
Don't make me give warning!
After warning, life will be hard!
Damn it! Feel like bad words coming out!
Better be careful!

Family?
I don't wanna say.
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Something I really wanted badly
Freedom.
All I want is freedom.
From family.
But I know Im still underage,
I cant get my freedom now.
So I promise myself.
When I grow up, I wan my life be marvelous.
When I have a car, I wan to drive to friends house and take them out for shopping or anything.
I love my friend well.
But I don't have the chance to go out with all of them.
So when I have the chance, I really will do it.
I've planed my life.
Hope everything goes well.
God, Please bless me.
Thanks.